Blocked

It has been a while kan.
There's nothing there to write about.
Or maybe a lot of things to write sampai stuck tak boleh keluar.
Orang cakap writer's block.

Everything seems so blur.
To see myself somewhere in 3 or 4 years from now pun tak boleh.
Nak nampak esok pun dah makin kabur.
Power spec tak naik pun, takde kaitan dengan rabun.

Nak mengutuk orang,
Dah tak berupaya ,
Diri sendiri pun keji. Macam mana nak mengata jijik orang lain.

I've lost my smile.
Out there lost in the wild,

I am bleed to my bone,
As my heart has turn to stone

I am now lost
And alone in a crowd
26 years and still no idea,
What is life about.

How was i yesterday
And why am i not,
The same person
like what i thought ..

Sincerely
Me